♥ If you are going to fall in love with me... ♥

Never frown... even when you're sad, because you never know when someone is falling in love with your smile.                                                           ~Anonymous

I don't think I have told you, but I am now officially addicted to StumbleUpon. The website itself offers me the chance to come across so many interesting websites, pictures, quotes, and everything else according to my preferences. I'm amused by it!

I "stumbled upon" this post not too long ago, and the idea of it was what interested me the most. This is a personal note from a "hopeless romantic" girl to the guy who she thinks and hopes can change her by simply love her for who she is and everything she represents, even her imperfections. She is not too sure if anyone would actually read it, especially her "man," but it is still written, in the most proper way possible, to let him know all about her and who she really is.

Being a relatively romantic person, I almost instantly fell in love with it. Of course, as a result, I'm very much inspired to use my own words along with some of the author's to describe what I would like my own "person" to know, so that in case one day he comes around or comes along, he would know what he is getting himself into...

♥ If you’re going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you’re falling in love with. 

You are falling in love with my insecurities, and the constant needs to feel accepted and loved by others around me. You are falling in love with a girl who would go crazy if things do not turn out how she wanted them to, especially when those things are her responsibilities. You will fall in love with a person who keeps everything inside only to explode when everything gets out of her hand; whose mood can change from one spectrum to the other in seconds. [I can be both happy and sad at the same time. Scary, right?] You would be falling for my many doubts and fears, my tendency to become too obsessed with certain things, and more than anything, my mistrust in being and staying in love. I am scared to admit..., but I'm afraid I will never find the right person to love and be loved, simply because I think it's impossible for anyone to fall in love with me and my clingy self. To me, everything at this point is a blur. I dislike myself sometimes, and you would have to be the one who deals with all my imperfections, by falling in love with me.

If you are going in love with me and I am going to fall in love with you... 

You are also falling in love with a romantic and caring person at heart, the one who stands by your side no matter what happens, who would text you when she wakes up in the morning to wish you a good day, and who would call you out of the blue to tell you how much she cares and misses you. You would be falling for the way her eyes smile and her heart sings every time she thinks about you. You are also falling for a girl who is proud of you and everything you have or would have accomplished; a girl who would literally cry and laugh with you, who will always be there for you. And don't worry, you will not become her whole life, you will be the one of the most important parts of it. You will fall for someone who truly admires you for who you are so that you will not have to worry about trying to be someone else when you're with her. But above all, the most amazing thing, to her, would be the fact that you are falling in love with her, for who she is, despite her fears that such things could never happen in real life. ♥